This morning was one of the roughest mornings I have had in a very long time. I was feeling depressed, discouraged, angry, irritated, frustrated.

This is right after preaching a powerful sermon last night at a church I was invited to. This is the first time (other than at the jail) that I have preached someplace other than at my home church.

Just prior to going to the church Carmi and I had a heavy conflict (because of my attitude on something). We had a variety of other obstacles prior to getting to the church. I made sure my heart was right before preaching and God honored that. I have been asked to come back and preach in January.

This afternoon I realized some of what was going on this morning:
1. Carmi and I still need to resolve some things.
2. I opened up a door for the enemy to attack me because of my behavior yesterday.
3. The enemy hated the move of God last night.
4. I believe I am to preach at other locations to share the vision of The Hill for Jesus and about reaching the lost and discipling them.
5. It was a way for me to take a look at my life and to become aware of some flaws in me that need to be worked out. The Great Physician wanted to do surgery on me.

Feeling much better tonight.